Saturday, April 14, 2007
Of randomness, discovery and reflection
Shopping ( Retail therapy ) last Thursday with Jian Rong and Han Xian turned out horribly, not because of the company, which was great, rather, it was the pathetic night-life wrt shopping in sg.
Its 9.30 and everywhere we go, shops close on us. And thus leading us to...or rather me to, act retarded. Staring / lusting at nice clothes.I will go back to shop at revoltage.
Omggg...I think im balding...bald spots...un-glam, unglam.
I FOUND THE WORLD'S COOLEST TOILET BOWL AT FAR EAST PLAZA THAT DAY TOO!!! I WILL UPLOAD THE VID SOON...excited excited. I believe its called toilet fetish haha. ( thanks jian rong )
Group 121- Recycling!
PW results were out today! YEAH, damn happy that I managed an A but was kind of shocked that none of my other group members did, honestly felt that we did work very very hard and deserved an A! Urgh. But nevertheless, we got to go Popeye's to eat! And add more weird sightings to the list which currently include butts and tissues droppers. Memories...hah.
B,E,D,U,U - Bed, you, yes you.! Sounds wrong...Equally disgusting, my block tests results.
On a more serious note, today I was just thinking and reviewing the past few years of life.
And i realized that I have begun to feel very dumb in a number of occasions, and I mean not acting retarded dumb, but dumb dumb.
Lets see...
1) Failed to get through KI selection test. ( Not such a big deal? Out of the three other friends that went for the test - Yan Han, Aaron, Jason. Only I didn't get through. Food for thought)
2) Got 12 points for O levels- Compared to expectations ( my own and others ) fell far short of them. NO, I'm not saying that people that people getting above 12 points or whatever are dumb. Lets put in perspective. Its like someone for RI getting 8 points, ahh, see its relative.
3) Pre-U Sem 06'- Honestly I never felt more narrow minded and shallow when compared to the brainiacs from the other jc's.! But it was fun.
4) Failed my first math test after JAE, and subsequently failed my way through J1 and mid j2. Lets not talk about the other results, even more depressing equally bad.
5) U for biology blocks - well admittedly, I didnt focus on Biology, so i deserved it but it still sucks when the level generally did better.
Yes, I may not be a genius, and I know I need to work harder, mug harder.
On a more personal note,
S306- No matter what the teachers say to us or to each other about we, we will work hard and make it. I personally don't have any idea what I can do to make it better, but some how, some way. We stick together.
And Anna, don't be so depressed about your results la, next test we all work hard together and score better.
- New song playing: Suddenly I See- KT Tunstall. OST-Ugly Betty.
3:10 AM;
