I'm proud to announce i'm 80% done with the blog template. Not so proud to announce i would be able to say what i what to say now. Later probably. Maverick ( The mention of the word brings back fond and not-so-fond memories) . No errors found. Good.

WARNING: There a going to be alot of post/ pictures within the next few hours, all separated but under the same date. Why.?
1) Feeling very bloated from drinking the whole 1.3 l of mixed drinks in the super big gulp.
2) Have to update the term test results list
3) Have to look / mix and match blogskins for Annabel.
4) Have to organize my thoughts so that they would be understandable when typed out later.
( I'm neat aint i.)

Okae so maybe i am a little cheena.( As proven from the pic.But so what.) But i love the effect though. Photography rocks!

Changed my blog tittle. Lame, i know. Anyways Bel wants to share a blog. Ah well, back to designing templates again.

Taking another break from studying from a maths test tml. Was reading a number of blog and realised that there are alot of whiny people! Why la..( I hope i'm not one of them la). Ooh, new edition of leadership files out le. How apt.


When a kettle boils, steam whistles through the spout.
When we reach the threshold of what we can cope with we complain.
This means we need to increase our capacity in that area.
Complaining is the language of victims.
We complain when we feel we have no control over negative circumstances.
Leaders cope with more than the people they lead.
They don't complain, they give thanks and see the upside.
To the positive mindset solutions appear.
The negative complaining mind fails to see any way through.'
In everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.'1 Thess 5:18- 19

Cool man! I love pastor phil. Okae, cant stand the durian smell in the room. Phoo..! Well thats what you get with a durian loving mother. Indeed, i do wonder why. ( No. not about durian.)

1)Yes, once again, i find myself online updating my blog. Why, i also dont know the answer. Today was a good-okay-bad day. Service was good as usual. Fellowship was good as usual. Wasting time was bad as usual. Shopping was unusual but okae by other standards. And lugging 5 reams of paper home from the sale was bad! And not to mention heavy. I think it made me shorter. Uh-oh. Bad.

2)Anyways. I want to say something to a special someone. That is, my darling han xian ( drum roll). Though his internet is down hahax. also have any idea when will he be reading this, but i just want to thank him for being a wonderful bud and listener and friend. Who never fails to sms me if im free to talk on the phone ( Billion apologies for the more often than not negative reply-or even no reply at all, yes i'm feeling guilty) But nevertheless, you still are my good friend. Thanks for the hugs. ( I will try to remember to hug you back next tym. Before you hug me) No Lea Yee, we are not gay. I know what will run through your mind when you read that. So, thanks darling. You've been a great friend. ~Sobs~. We will take a picture together, i promise.

3)Oh ya. I'm glad to announce the arrival of a new metrosexual (yes,i am a self proclaimed metrosexual, shopping!) to our cell group. ROBIN! Whooooooo.( Cheers and waves frantically....)(Right.) Hahax. datx good man. Another shopping guru, and he's even more zhi lian then me man. Dats even better. And together, we metrosexuals will rule the world Muahahahax. ( Yes, im going crazy) But i do love his phone, especially the realplayer where we can edit videos. Whoo, my dream man, super cool la, considering that im more of the arty farty type that cant draw, its cool.

4)RA! Can you please stop stereotyping us only child's as spoilt pamered brats, its totally untrue ( at least i think so) and demeaning la. Yes annabel, i referring to you. Hahax. See the advantages of having a blog.

5) I love this song. Though old, i love it.!
"I Got You"
People tell me, you stay where you belong
But all my life I've tried
To prove them wrong
They say I'm looking for
Something that can't be found
They say I'm missing out
If my feet don't touch the ground

But there are moments
When you can't deny what's true
Just an ordinary day
Like when I met you

It's funny how life can take new meaning
You came and changed what I believe in
The world on the outside is trying to pull me in
But they can't touch me'
Cause I got you got you,

I want to thank you
For all of the things you've done
And most for choosing me
To be the one

It's funny how life can take new meaning
You came and changed what I believe in
The world on the outside is trying to pull me in
But they can't touch me'
Cause I got you

I dedicate this song to you Jesus. And its true cause all i have is you. Realized that i have been posting alot of song lyrics recently, but, as Zhong Bao says, 'Whatsoever' hahax.

Yes, i'm updating my blog now, After some 'encouragement' from the person who knows who she is, and thus i have decided to hahax. Let me start by saying that i'm was surprised just know when i went to get dinner from the nearby coffee shop. Clad in a simple tee shirt and short shorts, went i reached the coffee shop, i was shocked at how supposedly undressed i was. There were at least half of the people there ( vendors aside) that were actually dressed up. And, whats more surprising is that people actually go for dinner dates there. Something quite new to me la, but it maybe quite good a change, at least the stereotypical idea of going to expensive restaurants / mid ranged places down town where you have to dress up and stuff. It's actually some much cooler to simply have dinner on a kopitiam la. Despite the heat and everything, bit what the heck, its not often anyways, so interesting idea lo.
Next on, I'm quite glad that i'll finally be able to go shopping tml! Yea! Okae even though its quite lame that i'll be going to shop at a popular sale for stationary and other stuff, but, the whole idea of being able to shop at a SALE is wonderful! Not to mention exciting. Yes, though its not exactly bagful of clothes and shoes, but, it would still remind me of the wonderful shopping experience that i had last year at queensway. Hahax. yes, there will be no more shopping enjoyment for the rest of this year during arise and build season, i shall sacrifice my shopping and material possessions for more eternal things and building god a great house! And since my trip to popular tml to buy supplies is mum supplied finances, i can let the cpnn shopaholic in me loss. Partially at least, hahahax.
I was watching 'Bring it on' just now. It was VERY bimbotic la. Very. I was still expecting something out of that show. Well maybe the only thing that i have gained is that Kirsten Dunst looked better in that show that spiderman. Contrary to what Iren used to profess, i am not a bimbo.! Im more of a bannana. Yellow on the outside, white on the inside.
A thought: As i was walking home form buying dinner, I walked past the basketball court in the park and began to wonder exactly when did basketball catch on amongst all the teens. I believe that the whole basketball saga began with the show MVP Qing Ren, that cheena stereotypical Taiwanese love story+basketball. And look how much impact it has caused. So i began to wonder, how exactly powerful the media is, why not capitalize it to our advantage and use it as an evangelism tool more effectively.? So cool right.? Imagine watching a TV program that convicts you of your sins and den leads you to Christ cool lo.

It's utterly disgusting how cheena people try to act englishy. Yes, i am referring to yesterday's English orals. Which i think went okay. And Hahax I got a raise(in allowance of course) ! Wee! Though it is not much, but blessing have already begun, and i believe, the best is yet to be!Muacks god! You rock! And better still, I can give more.! Which makes me even more determined to be part of building god a great house! And be a faithful steward! *Smilez*. I'm also quite ecstatic that derrick got in to the semi's. Told you so. But, thats not important now aniways. I'm going back to mugging.

I'm pleased to note that at least someone agrees with my brat theory. Hahax. What am i doing online.? I need to improve my computer skills man. They are outdated. Whne stagency occurs. death begins. Interesting.

Maybe I'm Amazed Lyrics-Jem from the Oc soundtrack

Maybe I'm Amazed at the way you love me all the time.
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you?
Maybe I'm Amazed at the way you pull me out of time
You hung me on the line
Maybe I'm amazed at the wayI really need you?
Maybe I'm a man
Maybe I'm a lonely man
whose in the middle of something
that he doesn't really understand.
Maybe I'm a man
Maybe your the only woman who could ever help me.
Baby, won't you help me understand?
Maybe I'm a man
Maybe I'm a lonely man
Whose in the middle of something that he doesn't really understand?
Maybe I'm a man,
Maybe your the only woman who could ever help me?
Baby, won't you help me understand?
Maybe I'm amazed at theway your with me all the time?
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I need you?
Maybe I amazed at the way you help me sing this song,
right me when I'm wrong
Maybe I'm amazed
at the way I really need you?

Ooh, the book smarts vs the street smart. My vote goes to the street smart. They are better lookers, hahax, they have visual appeal.

The time now is 2:24 am, according to my computer's clock. I have just looked at the previous post which i just published 2 mins ago and i must say. It is LONG. And I just saw another quote. 'Be a man, do the right thing.' and I am reminded. 'Maturity does not come with age, but with the acceptance of responsibility'.

Back from a wonderful cell group meeting. Woah, the presence of god was so strong man.! Tangible, real, in my face. I love it.! Did you smell the sweet aroma.? And the sermon was inspiring too. Excerpts later. And guess what.? During worship, god impressed in my heart to send an email to encourage this person who i know is feeling down, normal huh.? Only thing being that i'm not close to this guy and am not really best buds, we aren't even on the best of terms indirectly and let me emphasize the word INDIRECTLY, i am a partial contributor to 1/5 of his misery. And again, i emphasize that it was indirect. But anyways, i took the step of faith and sent him an email to encourage him and stuff. wonder when is he going to read it and what would his reactions be. Hopefully he does open the mail. I pray he does.

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After a night of surfing the net, guess exposure comes about easily, simply from two hours of net surfing, I learn stuff. Looks like life-long learning of which at one time was deemed by me impossible may actually be well, possible. What have learnt surfing the net

1) The bisexual community in the United States is increasing in numbers. In other words, put in simplified language, more people and becoming bisexual/ gay/ lesbian ( which by the way, none of the above mentioned are cool sexual choices to make lea yee). It seems to me that it has become increasingly more imminent that the sexual revolution amongst the generation of today has been increasingly crooked. Let's restore it back to the way it was, penetrating the marketplace to impact the marketplace.! We are convertionist.!

2) My own thoughts: People who have to resort to whining all day long about life being sian. siandified or whatever other puns that these chinesey cheena people are coming up with, they lead rather sad lives . A life without vision, aims and goals would inevitably led to the person just surviving from day to day, undergoing the same routine of which they call their lives. Combined with empty relationships, their own meager mix of thrills and spills plus the ups and downs in their lives. That's their mediocre life that they would lead for the rest of their lives, of course, unless they decide to change it. The least one can do is to get a vision for you life, so at least it would not be as meaningless right.? Without a vision, the people perish. I'm not saying or implying in any way whether intentionally or not that my life is better that the person reading this, i think that most of you would definitely think that the life you are leading rocks more than mine. I would say, good for you. After all, i am nothing. I am just an ordinary boy next boy ( i wish) who happens to be in a relationship with a more supreme being who's an extraordinary god whose in control of everything in my life. Yes, i maybe sound like an ego-manic or a saddist or an extreme indiviualist or an anti-social biter guy whose life is devoid of any social life whatsoever , well believe it or not, i'm none of the above mentioned. HAHAHA.! I just read a quote, probably the only pro of being bisexual: 'Bisexuality doubles your chances of a date on a Saturday night." LOL.!

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And here's a super diao quote:"Behind every man, is a woman.. rolling her eyes" - Bruce in Almighty Bruce. Opps, looks like my little diversion from what i have learnt has cost me a lot of valuable time. Bad bad bad.

Yeah, it has begun to rain. I love it. Great timing. Especially since i'm indoors and how no intent on going out. Anyways its going to be a long day ahead, math tuition at ten, english oral practice at 2 plus. I have to improve my command of the enlish language. Nominal english will not do.!

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Here's extracts of the sermon that impacted me the most during cell group four hours ago:
1) When we cant see god's hand, we trust his heart. ( Not exactly in the sermon, but somehow it came up and i scribbled it down)
2)Excel= Bringing god out. We must do everything with excellence.!
3)The essence of evil is wanting to live a life independent from god
4)Giving requires goal setting too.!
5)As we plan and have a dream, we force ourselves to raise our level of ability and creativity to accomplish that dream.

6 Questions to ask yourself when giving to the building fund
1)Is the amount out of reason or revelation?
2)Does this amount really stretch my faith?
3)Does this amount show I value my hope of eternal reward more than than material things on earth?
4)Does this amount represent a genuine sacrifice?
5)Does this amount represent how much I love christ and his church?
6)Does this amount represent the level of thanksgiving I have for how CHC has blessed my life?

Wah...this must be a super long post, my fingers are tired. Goodness.

Well, I've given up on the iwebmusic programme. Disappointed that the virus is encrypted in it. Poo. No more music. Sorry. As i said in another post somewhere. Silence is golden

I'm back from the chinese o level listening comprehension. It was alright i guess. Supposedly, i got two wrong answers. But you'll never know right.? It was much trickier then expected, and many options were quite similar. But whatever the results, i would continue to praise god. Yea. Okae, i cant stand it anymore, i have to blog about these two people from 4b who were sitting next to me during the exam. I'm sure they know who they are. Blatantly cheating by reading the questions before the set time. Sickening la. An obvious lack of personal integrity. Who resort to such underhanded means.? Don't you know that you reap what you sow.?.

It's an hour and twenty mins to my chinese o level listening compre. As usual, i have rushed home to shower and get a shot of coffee. And also in the mean time start diggng my ears, speaking in the spirit, singing praises, praying an calming myself down. Was thinking abotu what pst kong said during the chem test today. If you want to soar like an eagle. Dont hang around with turkeys. True, true, true. And i'm so dead for my a mths test.

Another copy made. Super meaningful. And is also good since I'm quite a plan freak. And again, I love it.

An 'Ace' in World War 2 was a pilot who shot down more than five enemy aircraft.Major Eric Hartmann is known in military history as the 'Ace of Aces'.He had 352 confirmed in-air victories and was unhurt himself. (The Blond Knight of Germany - Blue Ridge Summit, PA, Aero Books, 1970)His secret? He carefully pre-planned every attack rather than do whatever came to mind in the situation.'See and decide before firing', was his policy.

Take the time to think, consult and plan.
Sit down and plan first rather than sit down in remorse later.
Inspiration is the fuel, but to act just because you're inspired doesn't guarantee success.
A plan will do that for you!
Have a plan for everything!

Another copy made. Super meaningful. And is also good since I'm quite a plan freak. And again, I love it.

An 'Ace' in World War 2 was a pilot who shot down more than five enemy aircraft.Major Eric Hartmann is known in military history as the 'Ace of Aces'.He had 352 confirmed in-air victories and was unhurt himself. (The Blond Knight of Germany - Blue Ridge Summit, PA, Aero Books, 1970)His secret? He carefully pre-planned every attack rather than do whatever came to mind in the situation.'See and decide before firing', was his policy.

Take the time to think, consult and plan.
Sit down and plan first rather than sit down in remorse later.
Inspiration is the fuel, but to act just because you're inspired doesn't guarantee success.
A plan will do that for you!
Have a plan for everything!

Copied from the leadership files. The header says you're going to love this. And indeed. I do love it.!

Generosity is a foundation for greatness.
Great leaders inspire people to give.
Giving is like sowing a seed.
Whatever is given will return multiplied.
Our best results come from what we give, not from what people 'take' from us.
When we 'take' from people what they didn't want to give, they aren't giving.
When people give to us, we aren't 'taking' from them.
When we 'take' from people they feel they lose control.
Once people start giving they are ennobled and empowered.
The team that gives more time than they have to, will bind together.
The people who give money they don't have to, create a culture of celebration.
The leader that gives attention they're not paid for will exceed expectations.
Let's be the genorous generation!

Yes, I'm going totally insane, the stress has produced so much heat, maybe my enzyemes have become denatured. Whee...high... First Daryl, then Lea Yee now me. The high disease is spreading round amongst the three of us...LaLaLaLaLaLaLaLaLa.

In the future, all toilet signs will have prototypes of these two models welcoming and showing people the way toward to toilet.

Also, feed the world, fight poverty:

Though corny and beauty queen sounding, but, when you see pics of children there, unless you aint human, you feel something.

In a world after a nuclear explosion, we would look like so:

AH..! MY Blog! WHAT HAVE I DONE.!

Whoo, realised that it's been an extremely long time since i last blogged. Kind of sad, since the start of school, never really been online, but study for O levels lo. I'm very super stressed lo, i want to score well ( well, you guys would know my dream) but it has been increasingly eminent that there are many flaws in many of my subs. I would not care to elaborate, but, I need to rectify them. Okae, stress has overcome me, I'm going back to studying (or not). ( I just recovered my post, stupid error message! Destroyed my beautiful post!) Let me try to pluck out from the entrenches of my mind what i wrote just now. Yes, I remember vaguely. Firstly, I what to improve the current skills that I have ( some of which have yet to be discovered). But from what i know, I want to improve on my tennis skills ( which may already be non-existent) and my web deigning skills. I hate the fact that I had to make a montage of four blogskins to make my own, unoriginal blogskin. Yucks. Fortunately, I am proud to say that re-deigning a new blogskin is on the bottom of my agenda ( proud of the fact). I think I have to go get the newer version of Dreamweaver ( as the name implies) to fufill my dream. Yes, there are many obstacles in the road ahead, no body said it was going to be easy, nobody said everyone would approve, but thats what I love about it. I thrive in opposition and uncomfortable situations. Why.? Cause its in such situations that god would come through for me and prove his faithfulness and love, Like today, when i forgot to switch off the gas amongst all other things. Thank god for being the good god and strangely telling me to go check it. ( Don't be a skeptic Lea Yee...It's true!) Maybe what Iren says about me is true, I am becoming more (in her own words) CHINESEY! But, like whatever, since I'm chinese after all, though I may not rock in the sub at all but still and though i don't like to think that I am. chinese bloog still flows within my veins/arteries. But, i rather be known as a Banana, hahax fellow bananas hello! I'm thinking of my dream of going to Bangkok with friends at the end of the year which may not even come to pass due to the building fund but....

Thats it for today.

Now watching the IOC session. LONDON!...as usual, there is a winner and a loser. The winner of course this time being London while the other four cities of course, were not successful. Yes, we imagine for the time period between now and 2012, billions would be pumped into the Olypmics. Looking at the partying scenes in Trafagular Square. I was just thinking that such a scene would never be repeated here on local shores. Seriously, can you imagine partying in the streets by Singaporeans.? I honestly cant. Look at the millennium celebration, I do believe that the large majority of them were just show-watchers. And of course, the whole spirit of partying is just dead in Singapore. Maybe its because since young, much of the Asian culture has been suppressing any unhappiness and not allowing us to express much of ourselves ( like whatever). Phew, today fasted, was seriously hungry man.! And it was of no help to me when Lea Yee was tempting me with sweets the whole day la! Devil's advocate man.! God..Building Fund...Help me please..

Hahax...guess what..let there be music. I was thinking, why not put in my current favourite song.? And thank god it was virus free..i hope. Thank You -CCC Youth. Love it man! It's my handphone ring tone , message tone and msn nick too! Just love the lyrics and meaning of the songs. It just rocks! As guess what.? i put in a counter too...Is it getting corny.? Hope i wont be adding in a tag board too, seriously dont want it to get corny and lame. But i just love the song..!

Hmm.. currently deciding which i cant stand more, a totally silent blog or one with irritating pop-ups. I tink im goin for the former being more bearable. Silence is golden.

I’m back, just that now, I am super lazy. Been reading the blog http://www.whereisthespoon.blogspot.com/ as featured in lime magazine, it has lived up to expectations. I HAVE to notice all my spelling errors and grammar mistakes so as to improve my English. Since I have decided to attend cell group meetings instead of going for the optional English lessons I HAVE to prove to Ms Tang that indeed I can excel even without going for extra coaching session. Believe that god sees it if I put him first and that he would honor me back for honoring him. And again I reiterate. It is not at all that I am religious, I just love god and am proud to profess that I am a Christian and god’s child. ( In your face, all the tradition Christians who have judged me for being too radical and loving god. Please at least have some dreams, vision or sense or direction in your life.? A person without a vision for the future always looks back to the past, doesn’t that sound familiar.?) Building fund….building fund ( No, I’m not lamenting, just simply trying to sound profound, eminently I have failed). Whenever I try to step out into the next level, the devil simply has to try to obstruct my path. Well at least that just shows that I’m doing something right ( I hope). If my god is for me, who can be against me.?

Had chinese orals yesterday, hmm....pretty manageable, alot easy then i expected. Strange, the teachers seemed to be smiling alot, maybe its the favor of man.? Hahax...so many things to document, but, its seems that my fingers and brain are craving more of the filet-o-fish meal, so maybe later shall continue part 2.