Wow...I realized that it has been an eternity since i updated my blog. The last being 9 the September. Im basically trying to summarize what has happened for the past few weeks but gave up la. But the basic emotions though were: stress, depression and determination to work for my future. My prelims were disgustingly abysmal. And i do mean DISGUSTING!...I mean 16 points lea..Minus off 2 from cca that makes 14 points. What the pok.! Okay never mind as Adam Khoo says : The past is not equals to the future. Of course, when i got back my results, it did set me thinking. I actually considered poly. And i must say, it isnt so bad after no. ( No thats was not a statement to console myself!) I remember pastor once preached that there will come a time when the dream wont seem like is it dead or at least going to die...Well does it apply in situations where the person isnt even sure what exactly that dream is.? Oh no.! Thats bad. More wrecking of brains to be done.

WOW! I just watched some advertisement for some variety starring the Jie Dui superstars. So cute man.! I mean the advert was super cute.! Yar lo, actually i was thinking of making so kind of video in commemoration for the cell group 的。But, when i mentioned the idea to some people, mostly got a mediocre, could not care-less response so I was thinking whatever lo.



A Picture Taken AT The Esplanade. What exactly were we looking at.?

I ponder my future. I seek direction from god. I know he will help.

Onto issues number 2....

I thought friends were supposed to share.? kae fine. Maybe if im not supposed to know, then im not supposed to know. I shant dwell on it anymore. If im not deemed a worthy confidant then fine. Dont treat me like one. But the least you could do is not shush here and shush there in front of me right.! And worse. Why.? Cause im not part of some reigster number gang..Is it my fault that my dad's surname is TAY.! RA!. Maybe im really beginning to adopt Annabel's 'being alone is better' idea. On thursday after physics i decided to walk to the further bus stop and take 34 alone. And on Friday after prata also decided to go home alone. It is possible to be in company and yet feel totally alone, Yet..you can be alone and feel not lonely at all.! How true. Okae fine I probably think that the people involved are already probably rolling their eyes , making mental images of means to murder me or stabbing some picture of me by now. So okay. I have said my piece and will now shut up.

The cutest drawing ever.! Drawn by derrick..!

How Great is our God

by Chris Tomlin

album: Arriving (2004)

The splendor of a King, clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice

He wraps himself in Light, and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end

The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb

Name above all names
Worthy of all praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God



I love the song...Simply Amazing.

A Shopping trip-Accompanied by a disgustingly large number of pictures.
Thursday-08/09...went shopping. Supposedly with daryl who backed out at the last minute, so in the end, only myself and lea yee went shopping. We went to bugis street as well as queensway shopping centre and finally, met dahlia, ren and daryl for dinner at Ikea..drools.. Anyways, at bugis street i must admit it was rather disappointing because it just seems not as wide as a variety available as it used to be. But nevertheless, myself and ly managed to both get a bag and a shirt each. Within our budgets too. Saw some nice stuff but was way too expensive...And in case you think that bugis village is only for the cpnn ( cheapo nana) let me make a statement.

1) It's called


2)


Queensway was basically same old same old, except of course for the new imports, the shops with the nice clothes the last time i went as usual had the nice clothes. And the others well, no comment there. And i discovered a new accessory shop that sells the stuff extremely affordable accessories, 1/3 of the price of that in Bugis Village. Don't know why. But who care's its affordable! ( i remember what Ms poh said..Not cheap...its affordable)




And well dinner at ikea was yummy as usual :





And of course, Lea Yee had to act out on his sadistic impulses..On a cute, innocent frog..





And found an extremely cute and innovative dispenser of sauces



Basically, it was an interesting night. The cab issue was another thing hahax..had some fun with dahlia and iren...as i mentioned...i was never angry.

Been tasked by shaun for myself, mich and jw together with the rest of the youth contingent to plan for the study 'courses' for the cell group and the friends as an evangelistic outreach. Fun huh.?

Much to drool about 1) Topman...for clothes...2) Ikea for my new room...well i can wish right?









Drooling already.? No...well here' s more to get our salivary glands activated.









Already mine..! Birthday present...one down...nine more to go...

Ikea in the next post...now..go study...Btw...Daryl Kum is dao-ing me.! Refusing to reply me in msn.!...Anyways..pst tan's sermon yesterday was really good and practical.! Summary later..

Also..a big thanks to lea yee for helping me with the comments....!Cheers...

Why are buses in Singapore disgusting??



In case you are still wondering what that is..That in the picture is an oil stain.!!!!!! An oil stain!!! Gross... Must have been from some punk-ish guy who doesn't how to to spread his wax evenly... Gross can..! I almost puked when i discovered what i was.

Here's Sean guide on how to make your own way ( wax + clay = way)

1) Get 4 satay sticks ( Or some form of scooping device)



2)For idiots and himbos only : Open the caps of the wax bottle and clay bottle and get an old empty bottle.



3)Take out the clay and wax in the proportion ( 30% to 70%)...



4) Mix well...and get the finished product....TA-DAH!!



It doesn't look as disgusting in reality...Its good, smooth, hard and easy to wash off...well, at least it doesn't take three times of shampoo-ing like the traditional one does. SO does you go..no more disgusting oil stains....

Available at Sean-marts all over the country..

Been working on a long post with pics and all recently. Realised that i've not blogged for a long time...Just thought that i would write something to fill to void..

OOh...i realized that it has been extremely long since i updated my blog, very very very long. Due to the prelims.( dont ask_)...was busy studying and basically thats what my life revolved around the past week.....Let me try to summarise the entire week.

29 August..( Monday)....Yea...My sweet sixteen day...Unfortunately, had english paper on that day, but was pleasantly surprised when some people came to celebrate my birthday. Of course, i was not spared from the sabo of having egg on my hair, eating through so thing that had whipped cream, chilli, ketchup and some other ingredients of which i dont really think i want to know what they were...But was really touched by that small gesture. This year received quite alot of things hahax...including a feministic cup..[ It reads, would you like to see the man in charge or talk to the woman who knows whats going on] ( hopefully its not cause they think that im an mcp).. and the jolin album..! YEa.



[pui, my mouse is acting up again]...anyways, that night was also great, had a great spiritual encounter, such a strong presence of god. Woo...or...was lea yee would say, Wee..

Just a thought: Watching the news now, watching scenes of devastation from hurricane katrina, its strange how such an event can bring out the best and the worst of people. The best of course being the stories of heroism and others. Kudos. The worst of course being the looters, fist-fighters ( evil evil evil) and some utterly insane people shooting at a hospital.

For some idea of the extent of devastation,... in case you have been living in a hole:




30-August...Chinese horror. For the first time, i didnt study. Amazingly i didnt die, thank god.!

1 Sep- Finals of Jie Dui Superstar...i am surprised at myself even how caught up i am with such a show which at first i thought was going to be one big flop...Unfortunately...Kelly lost...so...boo...but anyways...it does that guts to go up on stage to sing specially with a disabiliy...so must give weilian due credit for that...so claps....


That basically summed up my week of examinations....