Wow...I realized that it has been an eternity since i updated my blog. The last being 9 the September. Im basically trying to summarize what has happened for the past few weeks but gave up la. But the basic emotions though were: stress, depression and determination to work for my future. My prelims were disgustingly abysmal. And i do mean DISGUSTING!...I mean 16 points lea..Minus off 2 from cca that makes 14 points. What the pok.! Okay never mind as Adam Khoo says : The past is not equals to the future. Of course, when i got back my results, it did set me thinking. I actually considered poly. And i must say, it isnt so bad after no. ( No thats was not a statement to console myself!) I remember pastor once preached that there will come a time when the dream wont seem like is it dead or at least going to die...Well does it apply in situations where the person isnt even sure what exactly that dream is.? Oh no.! Thats bad. More wrecking of brains to be done.

WOW! I just watched some advertisement for some variety starring the Jie Dui superstars. So cute man.! I mean the advert was super cute.! Yar lo, actually i was thinking of making so kind of video in commemoration for the cell group 的。But, when i mentioned the idea to some people, mostly got a mediocre, could not care-less response so I was thinking whatever lo.



A Picture Taken AT The Esplanade. What exactly were we looking at.?

I ponder my future. I seek direction from god. I know he will help.

Onto issues number 2....

I thought friends were supposed to share.? kae fine. Maybe if im not supposed to know, then im not supposed to know. I shant dwell on it anymore. If im not deemed a worthy confidant then fine. Dont treat me like one. But the least you could do is not shush here and shush there in front of me right.! And worse. Why.? Cause im not part of some reigster number gang..Is it my fault that my dad's surname is TAY.! RA!. Maybe im really beginning to adopt Annabel's 'being alone is better' idea. On thursday after physics i decided to walk to the further bus stop and take 34 alone. And on Friday after prata also decided to go home alone. It is possible to be in company and yet feel totally alone, Yet..you can be alone and feel not lonely at all.! How true. Okae fine I probably think that the people involved are already probably rolling their eyes , making mental images of means to murder me or stabbing some picture of me by now. So okay. I have said my piece and will now shut up.

The cutest drawing ever.! Drawn by derrick..!