Back from a wonderful cell group meeting. Woah, the presence of god was so strong man.! Tangible, real, in my face. I love it.! Did you smell the sweet aroma.? And the sermon was inspiring too. Excerpts later. And guess what.? During worship, god impressed in my heart to send an email to encourage this person who i know is feeling down, normal huh.? Only thing being that i'm not close to this guy and am not really best buds, we aren't even on the best of terms indirectly and let me emphasize the word INDIRECTLY, i am a partial contributor to 1/5 of his misery. And again, i emphasize that it was indirect. But anyways, i took the step of faith and sent him an email to encourage him and stuff. wonder when is he going to read it and what would his reactions be. Hopefully he does open the mail. I pray he does.

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After a night of surfing the net, guess exposure comes about easily, simply from two hours of net surfing, I learn stuff. Looks like life-long learning of which at one time was deemed by me impossible may actually be well, possible. What have learnt surfing the net

1) The bisexual community in the United States is increasing in numbers. In other words, put in simplified language, more people and becoming bisexual/ gay/ lesbian ( which by the way, none of the above mentioned are cool sexual choices to make lea yee). It seems to me that it has become increasingly more imminent that the sexual revolution amongst the generation of today has been increasingly crooked. Let's restore it back to the way it was, penetrating the marketplace to impact the marketplace.! We are convertionist.!

2) My own thoughts: People who have to resort to whining all day long about life being sian. siandified or whatever other puns that these chinesey cheena people are coming up with, they lead rather sad lives . A life without vision, aims and goals would inevitably led to the person just surviving from day to day, undergoing the same routine of which they call their lives. Combined with empty relationships, their own meager mix of thrills and spills plus the ups and downs in their lives. That's their mediocre life that they would lead for the rest of their lives, of course, unless they decide to change it. The least one can do is to get a vision for you life, so at least it would not be as meaningless right.? Without a vision, the people perish. I'm not saying or implying in any way whether intentionally or not that my life is better that the person reading this, i think that most of you would definitely think that the life you are leading rocks more than mine. I would say, good for you. After all, i am nothing. I am just an ordinary boy next boy ( i wish) who happens to be in a relationship with a more supreme being who's an extraordinary god whose in control of everything in my life. Yes, i maybe sound like an ego-manic or a saddist or an extreme indiviualist or an anti-social biter guy whose life is devoid of any social life whatsoever , well believe it or not, i'm none of the above mentioned. HAHAHA.! I just read a quote, probably the only pro of being bisexual: 'Bisexuality doubles your chances of a date on a Saturday night." LOL.!

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And here's a super diao quote:"Behind every man, is a woman.. rolling her eyes" - Bruce in Almighty Bruce. Opps, looks like my little diversion from what i have learnt has cost me a lot of valuable time. Bad bad bad.

Yeah, it has begun to rain. I love it. Great timing. Especially since i'm indoors and how no intent on going out. Anyways its going to be a long day ahead, math tuition at ten, english oral practice at 2 plus. I have to improve my command of the enlish language. Nominal english will not do.!

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Here's extracts of the sermon that impacted me the most during cell group four hours ago:
1) When we cant see god's hand, we trust his heart. ( Not exactly in the sermon, but somehow it came up and i scribbled it down)
2)Excel= Bringing god out. We must do everything with excellence.!
3)The essence of evil is wanting to live a life independent from god
4)Giving requires goal setting too.!
5)As we plan and have a dream, we force ourselves to raise our level of ability and creativity to accomplish that dream.

6 Questions to ask yourself when giving to the building fund
1)Is the amount out of reason or revelation?
2)Does this amount really stretch my faith?
3)Does this amount show I value my hope of eternal reward more than than material things on earth?
4)Does this amount represent a genuine sacrifice?
5)Does this amount represent how much I love christ and his church?
6)Does this amount represent the level of thanksgiving I have for how CHC has blessed my life?

Wah...this must be a super long post, my fingers are tired. Goodness.